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Tuesday
Jun092009

In Which Our Heart Is In Our Pocket It Is Poems By Pierre Reverdy

"Poets Dressed & Undressed" Elwyn Chamberlain

 

Nudities Unknown To Ancestors' Imaginations

by WILL HUBBARD

I am currently in debt 19,782 dollars and 19 cents compounded annually at a rate of 6.8 percent for a graduate education in the writing of poetry but learned drastically exponentially more about its practice from listening several thousand times to a recording of the poet reading the poem that follows.

It is a poem that properly sweats where others jackknife into the pool sending droplets of distasteful water into the secret fruity liquor cocktails of underage teenagers adjusting bathing suits fringed with new pubic hair. It in other words it does not mind getting wet in secret, uncomfortable all to itself.

Were you aware that we have taken to digitizing the enduring poems for your eternal convenience? We call it A POEM FOR YOU, and if you look down the far right column this minute you'll find another tasty morsel by Mr. O'Hara and forgive yourself all those unspeakable harshnesses.

We sympathize with the difficulty you encounter reading the verse on a lighted, fictional screen. The answer is not, here as ever, to take away the light. Whether it's coming from behind the poem or in front, light will always be at odds with the printed word because it is more powerful and lives easily in beauty.

Human beings may spend one-third of their lives asleep, but the majority of it happens in their mid-twenties. It was said that Frank O’Hara never wanted to sleep. After he was run over by a dune buggy in 1966 while dancing down to the shoreline with his gin gimlet, Willem de Kooning heard the surgeon say "No one should be dying of these injuries." It is a story that could be stitched into a pillow. Instead I tell everyone I know, hoping they’ll take it easy.

except possibly for the Polish Rider occasionally and anyway it's in the Frick

Ode To Joy

We shall have everything we want and there'll be no more dying
      on the pretty plains or in the supper clubs
for our symbol we'll acknowledge vulgar materialistic laughter
      over an insatiable sexual appetite
and the streets will be filled with racing forms
and the photographs of murderers and narcissists and movie stars
      will swell from the walls and books alive in streaming rooms
      to press against our burning flesh not once but interminably
as water flows down hill into the full-lipped basin
and the adder dives for the ultimate ostrich egg
and the feather cushion preens beneath a reclining monolith
      that's sweating with post-exertion visibility and sweetness
      near the grave of love
                                                                    No more dying

We shall see the grave of love as a lovely sight and temporary
      near the elm that spells the lovers' names in roots
and there'll be no more music but the ears in lips and more wit
      but tongues in ears and more drums but ears to thighs
as evening signals nudities unknown to ancestors' imaginations
and the imagination itself will stagger like a tired paramour of ivory
      under the sculptural necessities of lust that never falters
      like a six-mile runner from Sweden or Liberia covered with gold
as lava flows up and over the far-down somnolent city's abdication
and the hermit always wanting to be lone is lone at last
and the weight of external heat crushes the heat-hating Puritan
      who's self-defeating vice becomes a proper sepulchre at last
      that love may live

Buildings will go up into the dizzy air as love itself goes in
      and up the reeling life that it has chosen for once or all
while in the sky a feeling of intemperate fondness will excite the birds
      to swoop and veer like flies crawling across absorbed limbs
that weep a pearly perspiration on the sheets of brief attention
and the hairs dry out that summon anxious declaration of the organs
      as they rise like buildings to the needs of temporary neighbors
      pouring hunger through the heart to feed desire in intravenous ways
like the ways of gods with humans in the innocent combination of light
and flesh or as the legends ride their heroes though the dark to found
great cities where all life is possible to maintain as long as time
      which wants us to remain for for cocktails in a bar and after dinner
      lets us live with it
                                                                         No more dying

—Frank O'Hara (mp3)

 

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Monday
Jun082009

In Which We Are More Self-Involved Than We Imagined

The Window Is Open Today

by WILL HUBBARD

Most reckless things are beautiful in some way and recklessness is what makes experimental art so beautiful, just as religions are beautiful because of the strong possibility that they are founded on nothing...I feel this in the work of great modern painters such as Jackson Pollock or Mark Rothko. Everyone acknowledges them now as being major artists, and yet, does their work amount to anything? There's a possibility that it doesn't, although I believe in it and want it to exist. But I think that part of the strength of their art, in fact, is this doubt as to whether it may be there at all.

- John Ashbery

Since the early 1970s, the career of John Ashbery has been overshadowed by a troubling paradox—he is widely regarded as a poetic 'genius', yet the unnatural syntax and self-referentiality of his long lines make his poems seem 'difficult', 'obscure', or even 'meaningless' in the eyes of professional and amateur readers alike.

Ashbery's reviewers rarely deny the dexterity and intellectual weight of his poems, but they have always had considerable trouble finding tangible evidence to support Ashbery's mysterious appeal. By 1976, with the publication of Self Portrait in a Convex Mirror, Ashbery had been alerted repeatedly to the communicative dilemma that surrounded his verse; in 'The Tomb of Stuart Merrill', he typifies the reader's confusion:

I really would like to know what it is you do to 'magnetize' your poetry, where the curious reader, always a bit puzzled, comes back for a clearer insight.

Ashbery has always insisted that his "intention is to communicate" with his readers; at the same time, he feels that to "communicate something that's already known by the reader is not really communicating anything to him and in fact shows a lack of respect." It follows then that an interview, in which the poet is often asked to paraphrase poems, would anger Ashbery—for him the poem itself is the communicative circuit, and any attempt to bypass this circuit must constitute 'a lack of respect' for the reading public.

Ashbery is not the first poet in history to face the stigma of being widely misunderstood. The Modernist verse of Pound and Eliot confounded critics for many years, and it was not until Pound (and to some extend Eliot as well) had published and spoken extensively about the new aesthetic in verse that the criticism began to favor, and later celebrate their work.

Is revelation possible when reading Ashbery? Does his poetic reputation rely upon the act of speaking unintelligibly about weighty issues? Or intelligibly about nothing at all?

Ashbery quotes, then comments on Borges' essay 'The Wall and the Books':

'Music, states of happiness, mythology, faces molded by time, certain twilights in certain places—all these are trying to tell us something, or have told us something we should not have missed or about to tell us something. The imminence of the revelation that is not yet produced is, perhaps, the aesthetic reality.' The imminence of a revelation not yet produced is very important and hard to define in poetry and probably is the source of some of the difficulty with my own poems. But I don't think it would serve any useful purpose to spare myself or the reader the difficulty of that imminence, of always being on the edge of things.

Ashbery wishes his reader to be aware of (and at the foot of) a new way of understanding the world, though he does not want to identify that way for his reader. Instead, as he suggests in the passage in the paragraph above, his method is to call attention to things that have no intrinsic importance so that his reader may move beyond them at his own discretion to whatever revelation awaits, to the great 'something else'.

Take two poems that deal with a common subject: Larkin's 'Aubade' and Ashbery's 'Fear of Death'. The clearest contrast between the two is the way each poet creates a voice, or authorial persona to preside over the narration of the dismal verses. Larkin draws the reader's attention to the occasion of the poem immediately and explicitly:

I work all day, and get half drunk at night.
Waking at four to soundless dark, I stare.
In time the curtain-edges will grow light.
Till then I see what's really always there:
Unresting death, a whole day nearer now,
Making all thought impossible but how
And where and when I shall myself die.

The poem is an aubade, a love ballade to be sung at dawn, and the speaker faces the bitter irony that he must instead spend the early hours of the morning meditating on death. Yet we do not only know the gravity of the speaker's emotional state, we also know something of his daily routine from the first line, something of his living quarters from the third line, and something of his mental processes from the last two.

Even in the opening stanza of the poem, we get the beginning of the speaker's personality—his routines, his disposition, his concerns—and we also get a focused plan for the rest of the poem: "all thought impossible but how/ And where and when I shall myself die." In every sense, Larkin has succeeded in attracting the attention of the reader both to his poem's persona and thematic content, and also to that persona's very poignant attention to the content.

Ashbery's poem is less locating. And yet, 'Fear of Death' begins with a fairly straightforward presentation of the speakers primary concerns:

What is it now with me
And is it as I have become?
Is there no state free from the boundary lines
Of before and after?

But then, as if the speaker does not wish to concentrate on such grave questions, the direction, mood, and content of the poem changes mid-line:

The window is open today

And the air pours in with piano notes
In the skirts, as though to say, "Look, John,
I've brought these and these"—that is,
A few Beethovens, some Brahmses,

A few choice Poulenc notes....

The poetic persona, (safely Ashbery in this case), has been distracted from his original thoughts by music wafting in through an open window. This distraction serves to ground the occasion of the poem in actual time, in an actual moment when the poet is sitting in his kitchen perhaps, trying to compose a poem about death. The questions that begin the poem thus become enigmatic, they are the opening thoughts of Ashbery before he got distracted—they are the beginning of a poem that could have been.

The amorphous narrative voice of Ashbery is at once Deist observer, Christian creator, and existential actor, and his transitions between the three are so abrupt, the juxtapositions so sharp, that at any one point in a poem we are hard put to identify the philosophical perspective to which we are listening. The effect, again, is a scattering of the reader's attention, or a process of distraction in which Ashbery foregrounds the occasion of the poem's composition in order to draw attention away from the chaotic, unpredictable maneuvering of the non-objective voice.

Nowhere is Ashbery's 'rhetoric of distraction' more visible than in the long poem that concludes and lends its title to Ashbery's seventh collection, Self Portrait in a Convex Mirror. We realize even in the opening lines of 'Self Portrait' that the speaker is not going to be a facile subject:

As Parmigianino did it, the right hand
Bigger than the head, thrust at the viewer
And swerving easily away, as though to protect
What it advertises.

the double dream of spring, a de chirico painting john named a book of poetry after

Reading further, we get the feeling that Ashbery is alternatively allowing us to follow his thoughts and discouraging us from doing so. One of the salient features of 'Self Portrait' is its several passages in which a series of logical reversals leaves the reader puzzled:

Love once
Tipped the scales but now is shadowed, invisible,
Though mysteriously present, around somewhere.
But we know it cannot be sandwiched
Between two adjacent moments, that its windings
Lead nowhere except to further tributaries
And that these empty themselves into a vague
Sense of something that can never be known
Even though it seems likely that each of us
Knows what it is and is capable of
Communicating it to the other.

Ashbery has scattered our attention in such a way as to distract, or dissuade us from thinking that some spiritual revelation has or can possibly occur in the poem. There is a certain feeling of containment latent in this idea of 'always being on the edge of things', of constantly being attracted to and then distracted from the object which promises enlightenment or pleasure. We recognize that it is not only the reader who struggles with this feeling of containment—the narrator too, and presumably Ashbery himself, notices a mysterious claustrophobia in the convex mirror:

The surface
Of the mirror being convex, the distance increases
Significantly; that is, enough to make the point
That the soul is captive, treated humanely, kept
In suspension, unable to advance much farther
Than your look as it intercepts the picture.

Poetic self-portraits and manifestoes, though written with the express goal of giving insight into the poet's thoughts, concerns, and methods, often have the opposite effect of mystifying the poet and his poems further. Often we may come to an artist's manifesto before we come to his actual art, and thus the manifesto becomes the art itself, the 'work' only an attempt to make good on a promise.

As 'Self Portrait' comes to a close and Ashbery has exhausted his own thoughts about Parmigianino's (and his own) self-representation, he is left with a final question:

Is there anything
To be serious about beyond this otherness
That gets included in the most ordinary
Forms of daily activity, changing everything
Slightly and profoundly, and tearing the matter
Of creation, any creation, not just artistic creation
Out of our hands, to install it on some monstrous, near
Peak, to close to ignore, to far
For one to intervene?

Here Ashbery comes back to the ‘otherness’ of Parmigianino’s portrait, the transcendent quality that caused “Pope Clement and his court [to be] ‘stupefied’/ By it…and promise a commission/ That never materialized.” These lines are meant ironically, for we can easily align the Pope’s reaction to that of Ashbery's critics—‘stupefied’ implies both awe and utter confusion. For the Catholic Pope Clement, the ‘containing effect’ of the painting has its obvious ideological merits:

The soul has to stay where it is,
Even though restless, hearing raindrops at the pane,
The sighing of autumn leaves thrashed by the wind,
Longing to be free, outside, but it must stay
Posing in this place. It must move
As little as possible. This is what the portrait says.

And perhaps this is the allure for Ashbery’s critics as well, for they recognize the way in which he is attempting to undermine the notion of the objective personality, as it had been done years earlier in the visual arts. Ashbery’s reviews in the 70’s were usually positive, though critics had considerable difficulty expounding on the bases for their support, and would often be forced to revert to discussion of Ashbery’s ‘difficult syntax’ or other more minor concerns. For Ashbery, this critical quandary represents the "promised commission/ That never materialized”—critics were intrigued by the idea that the poetic soul could be as isolated and inaccessible as Ashbery’s, but when it came down to taking a side, most of them clung vehemently to the concept of the poetic self that can be objectively identified.

Ashbery doesn't seem to mind, though. In fact, he seems to share their fear acutely when he says of the image of Parmigianino, and, we suppose, himself:

...there is in that gaze a combination
Of tenderness, amusement and regret, so powerful
In its restraint that one cannot look for long.
The secret is too plain. The pity of it smarts,
Makes hot tears spurt: that the soul is not a soul,
Has no secret, is small, and it fits
Its hollow perfectly: its room, our moment of attention.

Will Hubbard is the executive editor of This Recording.

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Tuesday
Jun022009

In Which We Dreamed of the Way I Was For You and You Were For Me

Edward Hopper's 'Early Sunday Morning'What Could As Easily Not Exist

by WILL HUBBARD

I've been listening to Astral Weeks once every night. I like thinking about how the instrumentation was recorded after the vocals were laid down. I've gotten back into this album so many times that it no longer takes me back to the first time I heard it. For the record, though, that was on a dorm-room floor in the days when ecstasy had hold of us and I secretly believed I'd be a great painter one day.

In a gated-off patch of grass and brush along the waterfront near my house, a man has been living for some time off of the land. There is a hole in the gate that fastens shut with a padlock, a trail leading back to his tarpaulin, cardboard, and scrapmetal dwelling. Apparently he has a tape-player of some sort, because every time I pass along the gate "Madame George" is pressing out faintly through the ironweed. He might have gotten the single at a gas station music kiosk.

Last night, I had two thoughts about Astral Weeks, one leading from the other, that bore the mark of indelibilty. Still this morning, a Sunday, both thoughts would repeat, easily delineable. Now, hours later, the task of constructing an IKEA bedside table dividing me from them, I can get to but where the ideas were. A path, a channel. A locus of memory now deteriorated. I have the form of them but they are irrecoverable. I stand at the grave but it is empty.

I do however remember that a big print of Edward Hopper's Early Sunday Morning hung in parent's room when I was a child. We moved a bunch of times, but in every new house the faintly menacing, entirely tranquil scene would appear over my father's bureau. I suppose one day I will have a bureau, and important things to put into (and above) a bureau. I fear that I already have a bureau, and that I am typing into it right now.

There is a another man living down the street who is always on his stoop when I pass. Once a month he gets out his tools and constructs, with great precision, another steel bookshelf or storage rack. The sale of them apparently pays the rent. He has two children and a wife, all of whom are constantly around him, never at work or in school. They are the most cheerful and open children I have ever seen. She is a solemn but evidently content wife.

The more you think about it, the creepier it becomes ever time Van Morrison says chiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiild on Astral Weeks. Sure, the nymphet theme can be beautiful in literature and music, but does he have to keep saying chiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiild like that, all raspy and suggestive? At the same time, I guess I'd probably talk like that if I smoked. (Instead I'm breaking apart the last remains of a nicotine lozenge with the tip of my tongue and a molar.)

I was once told that those happy people down the street were Spanish—they speak Spanish to one another, good English to everyone else. The front door to their basement apartment is always wide open, children or dogs calmly coming and going, carelessly. Tonight they were grilling sausages out on the sidewalk, smiling at me as if in invitation to join their twilight celebration. I smiled back, as I always do, as if to say ‘thank you, but it is not in me.’ Their essence is constancy, the embodiment of the adverb always. 'To be born again, in another world, darling' is another thing I could have said to them but did not.

Come to think of it, I don't have much to say about Early Sunday Morning either; not that it's a boring painting, it's just that it doesn't bother drawing attention to any particular aspect of itself. Something electrifies the paint the moment before you look, and when you see the painting it bears what Frank O'Hara once termed "post exertion visibility." Funny how you can have no idea what a line of poetry means until you apply it to an otherwise indescribable phenomenon.

The love that loves the love that loves the love that loves the love that loves to love the love that loves to love the love that loves. Almost like a Kanye West lyric, except with more grammar.

Edward Hopper's father was a dry goods merchant. (What is a dry good?) Despite early potential, he did not sell his first painting until he was 31 years old. It is reported that the decade leading up to this sale Hopper spent long periods sitting despondently in front of his easel, unable to think of anything to paint, let alone paint. Van Morrison had no such trouble, already touring Europe with his band The Monarchs at the age of seventeen. His father raised masts at a shipyard.

Have you ever noticed that when something rises vertically above eye-level it seems to overhang? For example, standing on the ground between two large buildings, they enclose one's upward view as they rise, seeming to hang over the street in an incomplete pyramid. Toward the locus of our vision all things tend. It is the same with the mind—the superior idea immediately, as though by some magnetism, tends toward what already exists in our frame of reference. The phenomenon is more dangerous in the case of the mind, for while the building will surely not fall, new ideas have a tendency to implode in the presence of our pretensions to knowledge.

There is a black square in the top right corner of Hopper's painting that breaks its general symmetry. I experienced considerable stress as a child wanting to erase that black box. Why was it there? Was it a mistake? An error? Now I chalk it up to the shadow of a tall building meant to signal the imminent inexistence of the small town 'early sunday morning' peace. Yet it is not this also, this anti-focal point. Like the pause in Van Morrison's phrasing between "fourteen...... year old," the black box is something we can, depending on our present condition, ignore, worry about, or savor.

Early this morning, a Monday, I was running down a dark street lined with crumbling relics if the East River's industrial era. A man sleeping in a corner pulled back the heavy felt covers from his face just as I passed and yelled, all raspy and suggestive, "WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?" He was right. I had no answer.

Will Hubbard is the executive editor of this publication. His tumblr of the week is here.

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